| today, i went back into the past and was frightened. honestly...i didnt realise what a silly little girl i was and how brutally honest i was about everything in my head. i havent logged on here in years, and it's pretty interesting how much a person can change. truth be told, i need an outlet. badly. myspace isnt really cutting it for me, and twitter is probably the most rediculous invention ive ever seen in my life. well i will be updating now, to anyone who still bounces onto this page. |
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| i got my liscence...finally. |
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| mmm i love the taste of fat in the morning |
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| this feeling is all too familiar. |
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| - her majesty - tomorrow i have another show.
i am so underprepared.
yikes.
For you, Love
The night
Dark as shallow youth
Radiant as your silhouette
immersing myself
in thoughts of you
dancing against the landscapes
against the myth
of dreams
As I waste
in the bottomless
Shapeless
Boundless
Emptiness
Of being alone
In this bed
My prison
In this house
My suicide
In this longing
For our uselessness
To create something more
Through the shapes we make
As we lie restless
Listless
Faceless
As the movements of our chests
Synchronize
And become
A tango
Of Perfection
In sleep
And waking again
To embrace a new day
Batting lashes
To welcome
A new life
A new youth
A new us
A new moment to never overlook.
And we shall force suffering upon all who withhold
This wondrous gift
Of having nothing
but love
to live for. |
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